Now like last year I am going to be celebrating the New Year by myself. My ex-fiancée and I have been together for four years and last year before thanksgiving we broke up and got back together in January and then again a week before Christmas he broke up with me again. He says that he is not happy in this relationship. He started working a second job to help us financially that’s when things got worse for us.
Since breaking up I did have a real eye opener that I did make a lot of mistakes this time around with him. Instead of taking in the moments that we had together I would dread on the times we were not together. So that would make the time we had kinda suck. I have decided to go to counseling to try to make this better. I want to be a better and more positive person. I don’t want to pass this negativity on to my children. I have lost myself and I have become a person that I don't want to be.
I am not saying that he is perfect he didnt communicate very well with me that I was pushing him away. He says that he does still love me and wants a life with me but he wants me to find happiness and love within myself.
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