My best friend and I go back and forth with songs that best suit my life at this moment. I have always been a fan of this song but I heard it on the radio this morning on the drive to work, Should I Stay Or Should I Go by The Clash. LOL. I thought this fit because he is so confusing one minute he is fine with talking to me about anything and doesnt mind going to store with me and the next he is like no we are not together. He says he still loves me thats why this is so hard for him. He doesnt really know what to do. Sometimes he gives me faith that we will be back together and then sometimes he just crushes it.
My life right now really hasnt changed much except Marvin and I dont share the intimate parts of the relationship. I still do everything for him that I did. His laundry, making sure that he has something to eat you know just little things that a girlfriend or fiancee should do. These little chores are a part of my life that I find it hard to stop them, I still love him so I still want to show him that I want to take care of him. But my best friend thinks that he has already made his decision about being with me she doesnt think he wants to be with me but cant let me go either. I am praying to differ. : )
http://music.yahoo.com/The-Clash/Should-I-Stay-Or-Should-I-Go/lyrics/2110948
"One day is fine, next is black"
"If you don't want me, set me free"
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