Last week he harassed me about my new friend Josh. He is telling me all these crazy stories about him being crazy and that he only hits women and that he is a danger to my kids. marvin told me that Josh is the reason that his ex had a miscarriage. These are very serious accusations. In which if any these things were true that he should not be around his own baby, but yet she is always trying to make him take the baby even when she knows he has to work crazy shifts. The whole situation is bad. marvin wants control on what I still do. I understand if he wants to protect the kids and myself because I am his kids mom but when he asks who I am sleeping with then that's none of his business. He didn't seem to think it was my business what he was doing with the 17 year old while we were still engaged. LOL. He is a freaking trip.
I am going to talk to a lawyer about custody and stuff. I had to call the cops on him last week because he came over trying to take my boys from me, because of the whole Josh situation. I am not going to let him emotionally hurt my children. He had no reason to try to take my kids. He has lost his marbles. He has cheated on me, moved out of my house after a 4 yr relationship and moved in with another female already but he has the nerve to talk to me about what I am doing. I am trying to be happy.
I am actually enjoying being single for now!!
I am going to be happy no matter what!!!
Monday, January 26, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
New Beginning
Over the weekend I made him move out. I finally have my apartment to myself, with the children of course but I dont have to clean up after him anymore. I am ready to move on and start a new adventure in my life hopefully this one will lead to a real happiness.
I found out a bunch of stuff about him, the kind of person he has really been. From the moment that I heard that he had cheated on me with a 17 year old (he is 23) I was done. Every thing I had for him went out the door with his stuff. He has a new apartment with another female. So I hope he finds what ever he is looking for.
I get real lonely but I have a great best friend Spring and I am beginning to have a good new friendship with Josh he is the ex of the girl that marvin is with and living with now. So me and him have a lot in common right now. We are helping each other through this. We both are going to be happy.
I found out a bunch of stuff about him, the kind of person he has really been. From the moment that I heard that he had cheated on me with a 17 year old (he is 23) I was done. Every thing I had for him went out the door with his stuff. He has a new apartment with another female. So I hope he finds what ever he is looking for.
I get real lonely but I have a great best friend Spring and I am beginning to have a good new friendship with Josh he is the ex of the girl that marvin is with and living with now. So me and him have a lot in common right now. We are helping each other through this. We both are going to be happy.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Yay 2009
2009 is here,
I am still having a hard time dealing with everything. I have asked him originally to stay living at our home so he can help with bills. He said that he would stay until he gets his income tax back. I agreed. I was hoping that we could get back together before that happened, but that's not going to be. He says that at first he did see that I could change but then he said that i am going backwards to where I was. That maybe is true I was doing better but now he has been spending all of his free time with this other female who just broke up with her boyfriend which happens to be his friend. lol. He takes off with her until early in the morning. He is always with her and talking to her. He does all this and then sleeps in our room even though its on the floor. Its just really hard.
Its hard for me to be OK and be positive when its only been two and half weeks that we actually have been broken up and he is already planning a relationship with someone else. There is no way that I can deal with the kids sad because they don't really see him, losing him, knowing that he already has feelings for another female and work on myself all at the same time. I will be OK and I will find someone who will love me no matter what mood I am in. I will find someone who I can laugh with and talk with about anything no matter the subject. I will be happy and I wish him all the happiness even though he couldnt find it with me.
I am still having a hard time dealing with everything. I have asked him originally to stay living at our home so he can help with bills. He said that he would stay until he gets his income tax back. I agreed. I was hoping that we could get back together before that happened, but that's not going to be. He says that at first he did see that I could change but then he said that i am going backwards to where I was. That maybe is true I was doing better but now he has been spending all of his free time with this other female who just broke up with her boyfriend which happens to be his friend. lol. He takes off with her until early in the morning. He is always with her and talking to her. He does all this and then sleeps in our room even though its on the floor. Its just really hard.
Its hard for me to be OK and be positive when its only been two and half weeks that we actually have been broken up and he is already planning a relationship with someone else. There is no way that I can deal with the kids sad because they don't really see him, losing him, knowing that he already has feelings for another female and work on myself all at the same time. I will be OK and I will find someone who will love me no matter what mood I am in. I will find someone who I can laugh with and talk with about anything no matter the subject. I will be happy and I wish him all the happiness even though he couldnt find it with me.
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